Sanjay S. Soni

खोज जारी हें  : आस अधूरी  हें  अनोपचारिक क्षणों में एक शिक्षक ने छात्र से पूछा की प्यार क्या हें ?  शिक्षक ने कहा, 'जवाब देने से पहले में चाहूँगा की तुम मक्के के खेत में जाकर वह से सबसे बड़ा मक्का उखाड़कर लाओ | लेकिन हां तुम वह एक बार ही जा सकते हो और एक ही मक्का उखड सकते  हो| छात्र ने खेतो में पहुचकर  पहली  क़तार  में  देखा | एक  फल   काफी  बड़ा  था  | उसे  लगा  अभी  तो  और  भी  कतरे  हें , इससे  भी  बड़े  फल   होंगे  | सो  वह  अगली  कतार में  ढूंढने  लगा | इस  तरह  आगे  बढ़ता  हुआ  वह  खेत  के  बिच  पहुच  गया  | तभी  उसे  अहसास  हुआ  की  बड़े  फल  की  तलाश  में ...

Teri Jeet Meri Haar Sahi, Iss Haar Per Dil Sharamsaar Sahi Tu Meri Duniya Mein Ab Bhee Khuda Hai Mehfil Mein Teri Hum Ab Bhee Gunehgaar Sahi, Teri Jeet Meri Haar Sahi Mere Paas Or Do Chaar Din Ki Mohlat Hai, Tere Paas Rishton Mein Fainslon Ki Daulat Hai, Tere Aage Dilon Ki Lambi Kataar Sahi, Iss Kataar Mein Ek Mera Dil Bhee Shumaar Sahi, Tu Meri Duniya Mein Ab Bhee Khuda Hai Mehfil Mein Teri Hum Ab Bhee Gunehgaar Sahi, Teri Jeet Meri Haar Sahi Iss Haar Pe Dil Sharam Saar Sahi, Lamha-E-Raat Mein Khwaabon Ki Guft-Gu Mere Kuch Sawaalon Per Jawabon Ki Just-Ju Teri Khaamoshi Mein Chupa Tera Inkaar Sahi Iss Inkaar Per Ye Dil Khushi Se Bezaar Sahi, Tu Meri Duniya Mein Ab Bhee Khuda Hai Mehfil Mein Teri Hum Ab Bhee Gunehgaar Sahi, Teri Jeet Meri Haar Sahi Na Jaane Ye Dil Kiss Raftaar Se Chal Raha Hai Hum Waise Ke Waise Or Jamaana Badal Raha Hai Tu Suraj Ke Saatven Ghode Per Sawaar Sahi Her Ik Cheez Se Jyada Teri Raftaar Sah...

Zindagi aaj hume bemani si lagti hai, khoon main kuch kam rawani si lagti hai. kabhi waqt bahut tezz guzar jata tha, aaj iski raftar bhi kuch sayani si lagti hai. kabhi begane bhi banjate they hamare , aaj apno ki nazar men bhi badgumani si lagti hai. wo log jo hastey hay khil - khila kar bahut, dil men unke koi dard bhari kahani lagti hay. ab ruswaiyoun ka koi dar bhi nahi hay, her ilzam se hamari dosti purani lagti hay. aaj hum us dorahe per khade hay , janha mout aur zindagi ki hum per meharbani lagti hay.

Log kehte hein sayaana ho gaya he, ab bachhaa nahi he, Kuch bhi kahe ye zamana, magar sab kuchh sachha nahi he, Kyonki tuujhse bichadh kar ‘maa’, teraa beta achhaa nahi he. Pesaa kamaane tujhe chhod mein pardesh aaya, Teri duaaon se jitnaa maanga, use jyada paya, Lagaata rahaa hisaab, gintaa raha bas kya kamaaya, Kabhi sochaa nahi ki mein kya ganwayaa, Tootne ko he daali se bas, kyonki pak gaya aam ab kachha nahi he, Kyonki tuujhs...... Ek jheel si gehri aankhon waali ka pyar mila, Thoda bahut nahi, beshumaar mila, Hasrat rahi unki apni bahu ko gale lagaane ki, Lekin mere maa-baap ko to bas intezaar mila, Ho sake to maaf kar denaa,kyoki swaarthi he tera beta par swechha nahi he, Kyonki tuujhs.... Geeton me dooba rehne wala ab gungunaata nahi he, Hansne ki baat par bhi ab muskurata nahi he, Meri shararaton ki dekar sazaa tu ro padti thi, Lekin tera beta ab kisi ko rulaata nahi he.... or log hamesha kahte he ki tera beta jane k baad sayana ho gaya.... :'( pain for loosing someone ...

रेत भरी है इन ऑंखों में, आंसू से तुम धो लेना कोई सूखा पेड मिले तो उस से लिपट के रो लेना उस के बाद तनहा हो जैसे जंगल का रस्ता जो भी तुम से प्यार से बोले साथ उसी के हो लेना कुछ तो रेत की प्यास बुझाओ, जनम जनम की प्यासी है साहिल पर चलने से पहले अपने पांव भिगो लेना रोते क्यों हो दिल वालों की किस्मत ऐसी होती है सारी रात यूं ही जागोगे दिन निकले तो सो लेना मै ने दरिया से सीखी है पानी की पर्दादारी ऊपर ऊपर हंसते रहना, गहराई में रो लेना

Kya likhu... Ki wo pariyo ka rup hoti he... yaa kadakti thand me suhani dhup hoti he... wo hoti he udasi me har marj ki dawa ki tarah.. yaa umas me shital hawa ki tarah.. wo chidiyo ki chahchahat he yaa koi nishchal khilkhilahat he.. wo aangan me feila ujala he yaa mere gusse pe laga tala he.. wo pahad ki choti pe suraj ki kiran he.. wo jindagi sahi jine ka aachran he.. he wo taqat jo chote se ghar ko mahal kar de.. wo kafiya jo kisi ghajal ko mukamaal kar de.. kya likhu... wo akshar jo na ho to varnmala adhuri he.. wo jo sabse jyada jaruri he.. ye nahi kahunga ki wo har waqt saans saans hoti he.. kyoki betiya to sirf ahsaas hoti he.. wo mujse austrilia me chuttiya.. mercidise ki drive, five star me khane ya naye ipod's nahi mangti.. na ki wo paise apne piggy bank me udelna chahti he.. wo bas kuch der mere saath khelna chahti he.. woo baas kuch der mere saath khelna chahti hee.. "or aakhri panktiya yahi ki beta bahut jaruri kaam he.. ...

My Dear Child, When I get old... I hope you understand and have patience with me... In case i break a plate, or spill soup on the table because I am losing my eyesight, I hope you don't yell at me. Older people are sensitive. always having self-pity when you yell when my hearing gets worse and I can’t hear what you're saying, I hope you don’t call me "Deaf!" please repeat what you said or write it down... I AM SORRY MY CHILD. I am getting older when my knees get weakest; I hope you have the patience to help me get up. Like how i used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk. Please bear with me... When I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me... please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me. Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a balloon? You repeated yourself over and over until you got what you wanted. Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an ...